Saturday, September 12, 2009

ஐღº It all seems just like yesterday ºღஐ

Heys~!
As usual i always blog at a quite unusual time, lols...
Almost all of my blog are posted between 2-6am...
But that's just me...=)

Hais... was about to sleep... till i suddenly thought of addmaths...
Which reminded me of my form 5 life...
Aww shit... there is only around 2 months left of my school life.... after that its over... My entire secondary life... is about to end... and this would never come again...
I can still remember my form 1 life, as clearly as it was just yesterday...
When i was still small and always loitering around the school like no body's problem...
Still saying that SPM is far away, and getting hit by form 5... Look at me now, i'm a form 5 myself!
hahahhaaa... Its funny when you think back all those memories i had during my secondary life...
I'll have to admit i'm really going to missed all these time... I think i'm going to miss getting scolded too... Well... getting scolded, getting into trouble and exams are just a part of our secondary life right? I didn't miss anything that i could do at all...
But to be honest, to do actually have a few regrets... Not for those things that i screwed up, but for those things that i had a chance to do but i missed it...
5 Years... a long time, but it seems so short... years just pass by like an arrow shooting to the future...
In this 5 years... I have to say, it was the time when i learn to grow up, to think like an adult...
This 5 years sure changed me alot.. It let me understand how is the world like... how people is like...
5 years... filled with love, friendship, hatred, happiness, sadness and lots more...
But no matter what it is, its become a part of my memories, a part of myself...
I really loved this 5 years... sometimes i just wished that i can go back to form 1, where everything seems to be new to me, and life had no worries...
Looking at my juniors, some of them really reminds me of myself... Their mind which is pure and fresh to this world... There are many for them to learn, and much for them to think of...
I really loved all those that companied me thru this 5 years, friends, enemies, teacher, Mr.Khaw.
Although i don't really like some of you, but its because of you all that perfects my life, Thank you=)
i <3 you guys!XD


Take careees all=)

outs~
ஐღº MrAxel ºღஐ

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

ஐღº Words kills ºღஐ

Heys all, sorry for the super long inactive...hahhaa...
been quite busy lately... and good news! i finally got a bicycle!XD damn happy...
my brother and i both love cycling.. finally got something to do at home.... hahas
okays... enough with private things, lets get into the main topic.

Shits happens in life, and yes it happens all the time...
Is it hurtful to simply be punched in the face by your friend?
Recently i met two girls, quite young... there were best friends, very very close, they share almost everything... they were like.. twins... lols...
Im really happy to see people that can have such a strong friendship, but as the Chinese says, "the higher you climb, the harder you fall."
well, that's a true fact... Just imagine if one day has came, and that day is your marriage something special, and will happens only once in your life time, well... usually once i guess?
And you've invited your friends and family, and of course you invited your best friend along... she said that she would be able to make it, at the end she didn't... not because she intended to, but she had something urgent... how would you feel? its like, everyone can don't come, but SHE or that HE, has to come because the person's your best friend...
its a weird thing ehhs? The closer two person gets, the second an argument gets started, its gonna be big, and ugly...

Sometimes people just can't control their mouths... saying things that aren't suppose to be said, or maybe at least not at that time!!! Learn to shut up people, silent is gold... Sometimes silent might just beings a better ending... remember, sometimes keeping your mouth shut doesn't mean your not avoiding the problem, its just that you won't wanna make it worse, most people just wanna take it so damn seriously and screw things up...
Things that people say... could really be so hurtful...
Sometimes people ask me, "hey, whats more painful than getting punched by someone?"
Physical damage? Oh yea it hurts damn a lot, don't trust me? try to screw around with the bouncers at the clubs, they will smack your face in, then you'll know how it feels like...
But is physical damage so hurtful?
Sometimes, there are things far more hurtful than just merely whack a person in the face, which is~ yes, hurting them with words...

Words... such a thing... created by mankind to communicate with one another.
Yet also can be holy, same time sinful...
It really is just a matter of how you use it...
use it well, and its a medicine that can cure many sickness and diseases, misuse it, and it can cause the occurrence of several problems, or worse, death...

Men were told to choose their words carefully, for each word said would change their life, some would be their last...
Leonidas, i'm sure everyone is familiar with this name? you know... the dude that's been shouting passionately every second in Spartan 300...
Well, did he choose his words well? his words brought him to his death... but yet his words has awaken his men the will to protect their country and people...
One's word could have fate him in many ways towards the future...

Enough about history, lets talk about people in present...
Some people... just love to screw people around with words... fun yea?
telling people something like "F*** off go and die!", "I don't love you no more... go away"
seems like some shit everyone would say during a break up?
Ohhh~ sounds pretty dramatic and shit, yea, its cool...
Till you freaking get someone killed for you, NOW THAT'S SOMETHING TO BE PROUD OF!=)
you killed a person! but its not you, you know why? because its those words you said!
those words, goes into his freaking mind, and mix around with other stresses and shits and conclusion, jumping down from the 18th floor. YAY! lets celebrate that!
What im trying to say is that words... is something that won't physically hurt us, and leave a mark there... its worse.... it leave a mark... a deep cut.... yet unseen to people's eyes....
None could know if one is hurt in the heart unless told...
Thats why most warriors would so call "die for their loved ones", but really... after you die, how many would actually stay their entire life single for you? LOLs
There are... but well... its a ugly truth that its very rarely seen....

Okays, this is getting alittle weird... and there are somethings i rather not publish here, friends i know, you can ask me for the full stories... lols...

thanks for viewing... will upload photos soon!=D
btw, f**k all you words misuser!!^^ if you didn't meant it, don't say it at the first place!^^



outss....
ஐღº MrAxel ºღஐ