Tuesday, October 27, 2009

ஐღº Square Root 3 ºღஐ

I fear that I will always be a lonely number like root 3,
A 3 is all that's good and right,
Why must my 3 keep out of sight?
Beneath a vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a 9,
For 9 could forth this evil trick with just some quick arithmetic,
I know I'll never see the sun as 1.7321;
Such as my reality,
A sad rationality,
For an arch just as this I see,
Another square root of a 3 has quietly come waltzing by,
Together now we multiply and form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer,
We break free from our mortal bonds and with a wave of magic wands,
Our square root sign becomes unglued,
Your love for me has been renewed.

I love you...<3


Outsss~~!
ஐღº Clarence ºღஐ

Friday, October 23, 2009

ஐღº Role in life ºღஐ

It's hard to accept something that we weren't suppose to do, don't you agree?
It's like calling a clerk that spends most of his life on a chair, behind a table with a computer to go on a battlefield with a M4 on their right hand and an grenade on their left. It just won't work!
Pigs can't fly my...
Personally, i do agree that with faith, things can be changed, but there are certain things in life that cannot be changed, although we might try, but it will just end up ugly.
Its just like humans. Every human has their own limit, sometimes when the limit reaches, pushing it further would just make things complicated, because those idiots would never learn and never accept the truth. Sometimes it amazes me how idiotic a person can and how the way they thinks. Did they had no any idea what are coming out of their mouth? Selfish and offensive words that disgusts people... It makes me puke by just thinking of it...
It's pretty similar to a human habit that we've all been trying to change from centuries ago... And that is, "Slavery". People have been telling each other about how we should treat people, how we should all be on the same rank, no gap of rich and poor and shits. But the problem is, we've been trying this for hundreds of years... and obviously not working as well as it was planned on the beginning, oh yea people do think about lots before they made this decision... But the thing is, some people are just suppose to be slaves! Why trying to make them a cook or something else different? So that their stupidity could be able to lead them to a point where they accidentally and brutally poisoned your food and cause you to have a not so happening death? It's like forcing a pig to kill the tiger, pushing its limit till its impossible for them to achieve. Ohh it might seems simple to some of you reading this, "how hard is it to just cook?" you may ask... Yes it might seems simple to us, but when it comes to some people who are not so..."talented", it's a hell for them... to us its like cracking an egg, but to them, its like killing a bull with a plastic butter knife. Sometimes it really makes me wonder, how can a person be that stupid? It's sometimes beyond your imagination, especially when they starts to think, ohh this is the worse part... They just tend to be normal and perfect, till they starts to think... think and think, they will come up with all sort of bullshit. "I thought that.... I thought this...." they would say, making you feel like slapping them right in the face, hopefully be able to kill them on the spot and put an end to their miserable life.
Even till today, we can still see slavery, just not so obvious... Everyone are born to play a role in their life, if you are a gamer, here's an example.... Abandoning the culture of slavery and thinking that everyone is the same, does that mean your able to send an archer to the front lines to be on the tanker position? That's a little harsh for that little archer don't you think so?
For those who are really darn hardworking, here's also an example for you... Ever thought how i is like to have this guy who are suppose to sell nasi lemak (Malaysian food) to be holding a marker pen and teaching you in school? Don't think these things happen? Don't tell me you've never blame a teacher for being bad at explaining something before...
Yes, sometimes there are little things around us, that makes a very convincing evidence... Little things that they say and do, their body language, their complicated and hard to understand yet simple and idiotic mind... It's sometimes annoying in a way...
So all i want to say in this post is, if the person are born to be a cleaner, just let them be the cleaner! if the person is born to be a king, then be the king! Don't force it, its no good to force something in life...



Take care alls..!



outs~
ஐღº Axel ºღஐ

Saturday, October 10, 2009

ஐღº Little Imperfections ºღஐ

So sorry for the long absence... Have been extremely busy with examinations! OMG.... since SPM is only 40 days away, studying is the main priority for now... So i barely have anytime left to blog... even if i have time i'm probably sleeping due to the tiredness...

Well... A few days ago i've seen this video from my friend's facebook, i found it quite touching... really... the way the made the video... really touches a person heart... It almost made me cry.. well, at least made my eyes watery...hahaha!

It's about this Indian wife, which her husband has passed away... During the funeral talk, instead of saying and expressing how sad she was, she gave a rather interesting speech... Really made a person tear......

By the feeling of that video, it really expressed how a person are like... How we look at a person's imperfections and negatives when they are around us... But when they are gone, it seems like all can be forgive in just a short while.. everyone seems to be okay with you...
But why must we wait till the last minute before we can tell the person that they are actually not quite a bad person? Is it that hard?

This video also made a person feel... How can a person suddenly feel so sad... during the happiest moment... Well... its true though... Just think about it, has it happened to you before? When you are at the happiest moment of your life, and suddenly something bad happened, the feeling is like from 100% suddenly a 90 degree drop to 0%, as in BM what they called "potong steam"! Lols!~! My friend always says that... Nik=P

It's just like in the video, when the Indian wife is giving her speech, it really made us happy, made us laugh... But the second she turns the mood around, talking about what she really meant in the speech, it can really give us a major mood swing from happy and smiling, to a sudden feeling of touched, sad, pity, and maybe even result in crying for some of us... I'm on of them=P
hahahas~

Well... thats all for now, since i couldn't find anything interesting or meaningful to blog about these days... And examinations (SPM) are just soooo damn close... life really is short...o.o
So much to do, so little time!xD


Take care all~^^
Drink more water and keep yourself healthy for the holiday!
As for PMR takers, good luck and all the best!
As for my SPM mates, STUDY ARRHHSS~!!!! SPM only 40 days away!!! o.o


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and remember to vote for my 2 newest polls! =)
thankss xD


outss~
ஐღº Axel ºღஐ