ஐღº 13th Dec 09, 5:51am ºღஐ

Yea... still awake... couldn't sleep lately... don't know why...not sure why... just... couldn't......
Lately my nose has been bleedin.... quite alot... my mother said its because i never sleep enough...T.T
well... i drank more water since she said that... i don't want to fall sick during holidays! dammits... 3 months holiday... so much to do! Car....Job....STUFF STUFF!! alot alot... dammits... almost 6am already..later early have to wake up to work again.... better go sleep... or try to sleep... sleep well...sweet dreams... im always here=)





outss~
ஐღº A.C ºღஐ

ஐღº Thats it, im mad ºღஐ

I'm back to blogging people!!! im going to post my graduation speech soon!^^
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Lets talk about my life after SPM!!!^^ It's just so damn nice~ i dont know what to say!xD
On those days where i suffer so much studying! finally its all over!!! well~ at least for now...
Very stress those days le...-.- but of course its worth it...^^
Everything i have done for the past 2 months were damn worth it! whee~
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Yet i haven't had a chance yet to tell some of my friends good bye...sadds...
Oh well... guess i'll always have a chance to see them!^^
Up set now also no use la~ its not like i'll never meet them again...o.o
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More about what i do these days... everyday just K-box K-box.. lols...
Ohhh man... seriously making me damn tired....
Really till my throat also got a little pain!!T.T
Ehhh~! someone don't like to go K-box o... say its boring wor...~hahahs!
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Tomorrow plan to go some where... but someone going to sunway-.- very busy wor...
Have no chance go le i think... havent gimme reply summore!!T.Ts
Anyways~ go also sure wun happy de~ im going to bring some "old friends" along!xD
Now my time has passed, it's time to pass my "old friends" to someone!^^
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Ishh! you better promise to take good care of them! or else i'll step you!xD
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To the plans for next week! hmmm~ probably damn busy!
Having our new cafe opening soon!xD
On those days i had in the old cafe... i'm seriously going to miss em...^^
Up up up and flyy~ we are heading to a far better place... Hijrah! lols!o.o
Got study history's ppl sure know what im talking about...!xD
Hahahahhahas~ damn those form 5 history... i still can't em out of my brain!!!
T.T.... hope it will go away soon... i dont want to think about it...
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Yays! 3 months of holiday.... hmm... 3 months i think...
Orhhhs it all depends on what course i choose... but i hope can choose the march one le...
Unless i wan to take SAM... my friend's bro say its better to start on march...
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Suddenly thought of what i wanna be... hais.... so many to choose le...
Think i better go get my LICENSE first! dammits!
Until now also i havent get!!! T.T mum everyday call me go get now...
P license get first wor she say.... then can drive drive... i mean...
I thought everyone have to get P license one ma, not mehs?
Don't she drive before? maybe i misunderstood her gua..-.-
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Goodness... my laptop is damn slow... now i cant use the company comp, my laptop slow...!!!
Unless i get a new one.. but no money!!T.T
I need some cash~ someone can gimme marhs?
No one have le... some ppl spend 7k++ on a comp! lols..~
Everyone so enjoy their life now... everyday go out go out... same goes to me~^^
Aikkss~ im seriously going to miss my secondary life....T.T
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Pfftt~
I learned that from someone!!!!!xD
Guess who!!!!^^hehehehehes~






Outss~
ஐღº A.C ºღஐ

ஐღº Chemistry Chapter 1 ºღஐ

The world, a lot of things are pretty much like chemistry, you have something, you do something to that something, that something becomes another something. But no matter what you do, there is no such thing so called "gone" or "poof" disappear in thin air. There is always something there... It's just that sometimes its turned into something that we don't recognize, or realize it's existence there. Although it might not form a precipitation and we are not aware, but bare in mind that its still there, it's just that we can't see or touch it. It's just like a piece of paper, you burn it, it becomes carbon dioxide and ashes... you mix the ashes in water, it dissolves in the water, mix enough water and it'll seems like the ash just disappeared, but still, it's in the water right? Just that we can't see, that's all...
Same goes to love. Love between two person are like an experiment. Love is a form of energy formed when two soul meets each other, just like how water is formed when hydrogen meets oxygen. And every little things they do and say to each other, changes the results of the experiment. Just think about it, almost all love are the same, there is an attraction force between two person, but in the very end, all bonds can be broken, by multiple ways, for example, substitution, addition reaction... probably there are more ways that we haven't heard of...
But what many people think is that they thought that when a relationship ends, it ends just like that, and nothing is left, but it's just like what chemistry is, as scientist says every thing leaves something behind.
When a love force between two person breaks, true enough the love has ended, but how about the memories left behind? Happy, sad, painful, confusing, annoying, precious memories that has been left in ourselves and hard to forget even knew if we use our whole life?

ஐღº DIfference of Best and Worse ºღஐ

Lols~ my blog has been dead for quite awhile!xD
Exams were as stress as ever! lols~ finally Addmaths is over! god dammit it was hard..-.-
hahs~ well~ for my topic today, i would talk about those best things in our life, and those worse things in our life... sometimes, if you notice it, those best and worse things are stuffs that makes time memorable to us!=D
OH YEAHH~ BTW BTW BTW! I MET A NEW FRIENDDD!^^
JOLISE~~~ whee!xD

hmm~ sometimes if you think of it, they are both very alike..o.o
Not like normal friends, they are different from best&worse friends!;D
well~ what i mean is.. erm... okay~ lets just take an example...
Your BEST friend, and your WORSE enemy...

During your happy times...
BEST FRIEND:
Always stay with you to laugh and have fun with you.
WORSE ENEMY:
By all means necessary, they will try their very best to screw up your life.
NORMAL FRIENDS:
They live their life's, you happy or not doesn't really makes a different to them.

During your sad times...
BEST FRIEND:
Always stay beside you to make sure you have someone to depend on and make you happy.
WORSE ENEMY:
Stick around you just to make sure your life sucks and make sure you would feel like shit.
NORMAL FRIENDS:
Once again, your sadness means nothing to them, so basically they don't care much.

When you lost a tooth...
BEST FRIEND:
They will say this: "Is alright, your tooth will grow back! cheer up!"
WORSE ENEMY:
They will say this: "HAHA! YOU LOOK LIKE S**T!!! LOLS!!! DUMB A**!!"
NORMAL FRIENDS:
They will say...: "Okay... so?"



Nice examples ehhs~^^
But still... sometimes there are certain things, only best&worse ppl in your life would do to you...
for example....

Imagine one day your dealing drugs... both your Best friend and your Worse enemy knew about it, this is what they would do, what it would surprise you that their decision is the same, and one that Normal friends wont take.

BEST FRIEND:
They would tell the police, even knew they know you would be furiously angry and goes to jail, because they know that if you continue to go in this direction in life, it would bring no good and it would destroy your life forever. Therefore they told the police, for the sake of your future.

WORSE ENEMY:
They would of course tell the police! lols! just because they want you to get your sorry A** in the jail and see you suffer and burn in hell. What more than to see you in pain could satisfy their need for happiness? Therefore they would tell the police, to just see you suffer.

NORMAL FRIENDS:
They won't give a damn, because it's got nothing to do with them, and they rather you have nothing to do with them, so they don't get into trouble. In conclusion, they didn't tell the police.



Sometimes ppl does things for different reasons, but sometimes, the best and the worse are alike, there is a link between them, for they are the onces that makes your life fill wih bright and dull colours. Without those lovable cute ppl and those mthr fckers, our life would only be bored filled with normal friends... hahas~!^^

<3s you all!=)


By....Axel
ஐღº Clarence ºღஐ

Outss~xD

ஐღº Square Root 3 ºღஐ

I fear that I will always be a lonely number like root 3,
A 3 is all that's good and right,
Why must my 3 keep out of sight?
Beneath a vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a 9,
For 9 could forth this evil trick with just some quick arithmetic,
I know I'll never see the sun as 1.7321;
Such as my reality,
A sad rationality,
For an arch just as this I see,
Another square root of a 3 has quietly come waltzing by,
Together now we multiply and form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer,
We break free from our mortal bonds and with a wave of magic wands,
Our square root sign becomes unglued,
Your love for me has been renewed.

I love you...<3


Outsss~~!
ஐღº Clarence ºღஐ

ஐღº Role in life ºღஐ

It's hard to accept something that we weren't suppose to do, don't you agree?
It's like calling a clerk that spends most of his life on a chair, behind a table with a computer to go on a battlefield with a M4 on their right hand and an grenade on their left. It just won't work!
Pigs can't fly my...
Personally, i do agree that with faith, things can be changed, but there are certain things in life that cannot be changed, although we might try, but it will just end up ugly.
Its just like humans. Every human has their own limit, sometimes when the limit reaches, pushing it further would just make things complicated, because those idiots would never learn and never accept the truth. Sometimes it amazes me how idiotic a person can and how the way they thinks. Did they had no any idea what are coming out of their mouth? Selfish and offensive words that disgusts people... It makes me puke by just thinking of it...
It's pretty similar to a human habit that we've all been trying to change from centuries ago... And that is, "Slavery". People have been telling each other about how we should treat people, how we should all be on the same rank, no gap of rich and poor and shits. But the problem is, we've been trying this for hundreds of years... and obviously not working as well as it was planned on the beginning, oh yea people do think about lots before they made this decision... But the thing is, some people are just suppose to be slaves! Why trying to make them a cook or something else different? So that their stupidity could be able to lead them to a point where they accidentally and brutally poisoned your food and cause you to have a not so happening death? It's like forcing a pig to kill the tiger, pushing its limit till its impossible for them to achieve. Ohh it might seems simple to some of you reading this, "how hard is it to just cook?" you may ask... Yes it might seems simple to us, but when it comes to some people who are not so..."talented", it's a hell for them... to us its like cracking an egg, but to them, its like killing a bull with a plastic butter knife. Sometimes it really makes me wonder, how can a person be that stupid? It's sometimes beyond your imagination, especially when they starts to think, ohh this is the worse part... They just tend to be normal and perfect, till they starts to think... think and think, they will come up with all sort of bullshit. "I thought that.... I thought this...." they would say, making you feel like slapping them right in the face, hopefully be able to kill them on the spot and put an end to their miserable life.
Even till today, we can still see slavery, just not so obvious... Everyone are born to play a role in their life, if you are a gamer, here's an example.... Abandoning the culture of slavery and thinking that everyone is the same, does that mean your able to send an archer to the front lines to be on the tanker position? That's a little harsh for that little archer don't you think so?
For those who are really darn hardworking, here's also an example for you... Ever thought how i is like to have this guy who are suppose to sell nasi lemak (Malaysian food) to be holding a marker pen and teaching you in school? Don't think these things happen? Don't tell me you've never blame a teacher for being bad at explaining something before...
Yes, sometimes there are little things around us, that makes a very convincing evidence... Little things that they say and do, their body language, their complicated and hard to understand yet simple and idiotic mind... It's sometimes annoying in a way...
So all i want to say in this post is, if the person are born to be a cleaner, just let them be the cleaner! if the person is born to be a king, then be the king! Don't force it, its no good to force something in life...



Take care alls..!



outs~
ஐღº Axel ºღஐ

ஐღº Little Imperfections ºღஐ

So sorry for the long absence... Have been extremely busy with examinations! OMG.... since SPM is only 40 days away, studying is the main priority for now... So i barely have anytime left to blog... even if i have time i'm probably sleeping due to the tiredness...

Well... A few days ago i've seen this video from my friend's facebook, i found it quite touching... really... the way the made the video... really touches a person heart... It almost made me cry.. well, at least made my eyes watery...hahaha!

It's about this Indian wife, which her husband has passed away... During the funeral talk, instead of saying and expressing how sad she was, she gave a rather interesting speech... Really made a person tear......

By the feeling of that video, it really expressed how a person are like... How we look at a person's imperfections and negatives when they are around us... But when they are gone, it seems like all can be forgive in just a short while.. everyone seems to be okay with you...
But why must we wait till the last minute before we can tell the person that they are actually not quite a bad person? Is it that hard?

This video also made a person feel... How can a person suddenly feel so sad... during the happiest moment... Well... its true though... Just think about it, has it happened to you before? When you are at the happiest moment of your life, and suddenly something bad happened, the feeling is like from 100% suddenly a 90 degree drop to 0%, as in BM what they called "potong steam"! Lols!~! My friend always says that... Nik=P

It's just like in the video, when the Indian wife is giving her speech, it really made us happy, made us laugh... But the second she turns the mood around, talking about what she really meant in the speech, it can really give us a major mood swing from happy and smiling, to a sudden feeling of touched, sad, pity, and maybe even result in crying for some of us... I'm on of them=P
hahahas~

Well... thats all for now, since i couldn't find anything interesting or meaningful to blog about these days... And examinations (SPM) are just soooo damn close... life really is short...o.o
So much to do, so little time!xD


Take care all~^^
Drink more water and keep yourself healthy for the holiday!
As for PMR takers, good luck and all the best!
As for my SPM mates, STUDY ARRHHSS~!!!! SPM only 40 days away!!! o.o


Oh yeaaa! Don't forget to watch the video on the right,
and remember to vote for my 2 newest polls! =)
thankss xD


outss~
ஐღº Axel ºღஐ